but i get the strangest feeling

N Wednesday, June 29, 2005

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY DARLING ! :D`

school has started. and it sucks totallie. lemme tell you moreeee ! haha.

monday was alrights, alil tired in school. after sch had bio prac all the way to 4. hur hur. then went to make ezlink with joan. stupid pig told me yishun, we went there and the lady told us only sembawang have. so we had to go sembawang. and you know wad ! she stupidly dropped one dollar cus she dint knw i stuffed it into her hands and immdiately, the coin was gone cus a greedy indian man behind us took okay ! huw angry was i. hahas. after tt, went home and took only an hr nap. ha.

tuesday ! joan's birthday. as usual, went to school. and stupidly got caught for my hair THIRD time. not malu at all wad, just stand on the grass there for assembly. im so sick of dying my hair again n again just cus the color fade off. i tink people's birthdays are a jinx to me. the last time i got caught was also a tues, cher's birthday. haha. i was dying in school, lessons all so heavy and my head was equallie heavy. haha. went to get my hair dye aftr sch and hm to bathe change to meet the 3 of em. i was late no thnks to my face. haha. went to suntec to walk and have dinner before heading to esplanade where we gave her the birthday cake. hees. the cake was niceee. yummy ! but wasted a few piece cus we dropped it on the floor. haha. even dirtied ourself. yupps, then off we go to tp and home sweet home ! :D` home to dye my hair and to scrub my face.

wednesday, lessons were slack thou i was dying off during phy. haha. and i was chased out of class for art. she made me sit outside general office. bleahhs. after sch, waited for awhile before heading home. gosh, and i finallie got my nap. my energy were reallie drained off the past few days. ha. and i have maths test tmr. yucks. a drag. fail fail fail. hur hur.
thnks for it. :))` bt stop throwing your money away lidat. im not asking for anything more. youre more than enluff i cud ever ask for. i love you ! :D`
I SHALL BE OFF NOW. I NEEDA STUDY AND SLEEP. TA !

10:42:00 PM

N Sunday, June 26, 2005

baby, its you

last post before school reopens. a blink of eye, one month is gone lidat and i did not even make use of that one month. guess when school reopen, it will be a hard time for me to catch up. sighs.

it was a day full of volleyball on saturday. supposed to meet at 9, but guess what ! i woke up at 9.08am. haha. i jump out of bed and quickly packed my stuffs to walk briskly to meet them. no, correction. to meet cher. haha. waking up the latest, i was the 2nd to reached. im powerful ! haha. went to get drinks and food. lunch only cost 1.30 each and the food was bread and water/green tea. haha. reached harbourfront but it was pouring. so we waited for awhile. finallie sunshine after rain. went to siloso, courts were full. so we just played in open areas. starting was boring. no sun, no nth. and at times my mind wud just wunder off. bleahs.

finallie, the sun was out at about 3plus. tanning time ! hehe. then people asked to join us, vball bcame more fun. tired out by tt, took a break and went to the sea. after tt, went to wash up. the toilet que was bloody hell long. finish bathing, went to look for mj. repack my stuffs. and this was the time my mood totallie change for the worse, moreover wasnt reallie feeling too gud alr. hiaks. tried looking for it, but cudnt find it. by then it was alr 7plus 8, gave up lookg for it. :(( went for dinner then back to tp. it was then i felt better and relieved. but afterall, its still sad to lose it. it just holds a meaning to it. hur. forget it.

today ! went to study. did my vocab. feel better. at least i did sth else beside acc. haha. but before tt, we were lookg at the dance in tp, then went to cut hair. hehe. the person applied some grape thing on my hair. smell so nice. anybody wanna eat grape? hahaha. kiddgs. study, dinner, walk walk, study. hur hur.

IM STILL SO SAD. I REFUSES TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I HAVE SCHOOL TMR AND FOR THE REST OF THE NXT UPCOMING MONTHS. BOOHOO. :((

i shall go do my eng compo now ! tatas !

11:45:00 PM

N Saturday, June 25, 2005

take me away, take my misery away

not a happy day. everything turned out boohoo. everytime its supposed to be happy thing, but something will still spoil it for me. ten indeed. nvm. i shudnt ask for more. its just not right. boos.

waking up at 8 tmr. about 4hrs of slp from now. not alil excited. been waiting for so long for this day to come, but somehuw i dunt feel excited. i feel weird. i dunt knw huw to express huw im feeling. its just.. my plan for tmr does not include ... wait, thats not exactly it. its just that, everytime theres a plan to go out, there will be a priority and i'll try to make make sure everything goes smoothly. urgh, i dunt knw what am i toking about. forget it. ha.

im so tired. will tmr be a happy day for all of us? hahas. past few days. no need to say also know. ive been out. sunday, it was a airport day and a mrt ride day. thou nothing much, but i still had fun, seriously. went to eat swensens and walked ard in the airport b4 taking the train back to tp. arcade for you? then dinner at art bistro. monday, study day yet not much of a study day. hur hur. tuesday, 3 of em came over to my plc. dinner out and stuffs? yepps. wednesday, supposed to be at the airport but no. decided to be in tp for our sakae instead. hur. and i was dressed up. what a waste of time. ha. then it was pool and then to meet jh and chow. thurs, went to town to catch alot like love. a nice movie. they wasted six years to be tgt. haha. but its a sweet movie. went to eat after tt, walk ard then went back tp to meet tiff for dinner. she missed her last train, so we headed to mj hse. left at 5plus. hur hur.

yep, thats about it. my life sucks. its screwed. i wish i have another chance. but thats life. it wunt slow down and wait for you to catch up. everyone have to catch up with their busy lives. sighs. school is reopening in 2 days. im not a lease prepared. hwks done? no. its okay, huw abt another yr of sec4 work? ha. im so down. i shall drown myself by gg to slp. haha.

~~no faith, no trust, no nothing. otherwise there wudnt be any pretence.~~

3:21:00 AM

N Saturday, June 18, 2005

my tears are turning into time

time flies. blink of eyes and its another week past. it means 1 more week before school reopen. im too used to freedom life, no books to tie me down. huw am i gonna survive when school reopen? ive not started on holiday assignments and theres so many things coming up. im so screwed. boohoo.

have been spending my time going out. tues, wed went to bugis, shoppg. but major shoppg for jiang and cher. me? window shop. haha. thurs to town, accompanied chow to get bballers farewell presents and yst over to joan's hse and to chomp chomp. MY STINGRAY ! :D` gosh. reallie felt as thou everything just happened yst. hur hur. stayed home today, but nth is done. im just wasting my time slacking. hur hur. why why why. hiaks.

i have alot i want. but i cnnt be greedy. i shall be contented with wad i have. hur. who am i tryg to kid. haha. what a sad entry. boos.

8:43:00 PM

N Sunday, June 12, 2005

its time for a recap

tues - finallie met up with pz, dan, qb, gerry and sam ! hehs. was supposed to meet em at 430. but i was late for 45mins. haha. but its alrights la. cus i was the VIP. hahaha. then we headed to monster but before tt, we stopped at OG to buy biscuits. and OG reallie sells cheap biscuits ! haha. after playg, we headed for dinner at friends. everyone was complaing huw full they were. haha. then we went for a walk before we hopped on 143 and went back to tp.

sat at macs and tok while waiting for cher to arrive. then all of em left while me n cher sat and talk. went to poke ball after that with mj too. after tt, we sat downstairs and talk. haha.

thurs - met joan n cher in tp. did nth much except pooling and dinnering. haha. then joan left. me and cher went arcade cus she wasnt feelg gud so she went to vent her anger. haha. after tt, sat down for awhile and went home.

fri - had literature class in the morn. dragged myself out of the bed. got picked up on my way up the hill by bea. haha. class went well and fast thou she dragged the lesson for another xtra 45mins. i wanna improve ! and mrslow can that i wanna improve too. :D` then cher got into some shit so i waited in the canteen with the company with sherry. haha. after that went for lunch at bk in tp then went to joycelin's hse till bout 4. then went to J8 walk walk and back home at 8. haha.

sat - went to watch monster-in-law. the show was quite nice. haha. quite funny. haha. but the other show was nicer to watch la. haha. :p after the movie, met up with kahyee and cher. went for dinner at kfc. haha. then walked ard cine and my mister bot me a winnie the pooh gummy. hehe. then we went to see sarah sing before heading to heerens. haha. after tt, kahyee suggested eatg supper. so me, cher and her went to newton circle while jh and chow went back home. had free food cus mister dint want to take my money. hur hur. after eatg, we went back to tp. SUPER BIG GULP ! hehe. wanted to pay, but before i cud give the 2dollar note, stupid mister paid.

sat outside mos and talk. suddenly saw a familiar face ! lee poh yee ! hahaha. glad to see her. hehe. chat awhile more before cher n mister walked me home. haha. cher kept sayg im so xinfu that i reallie felt xinfu yday. hahaha. reached hom 1230, went to bathe and headed to bed.

gonna go mj's hse ltr to stayover. hur hur. alrights, shall end here. haha. ive been blogging for the past 2 hrs. hahaha. i need to study. boos.

2:24:00 PM

N Tuesday, June 07, 2005

days of joy :))`

friday - sherry birthday was a screwed up. haha. we chose a lousy place to eat thou we had fun. haha. stupid sherry ask people dunt be late. she herself came late. hur hur. took a van that looks like it was gonna kidnap us. lols. it drove damn fast and when we arrive, there were people running to open the door. damn lols. started eatg and stupid sherry n mj went to throw food into the bushes behind us which had rats. -.-

left about 8plus 9, went back to tp and played arcade and had no where to go. so kahyee suggested go mj's hse play mahjong. didnt want to. but had no choice. moreover, seldom see my mister. haha. bot food and drinks and headed over. played mahjong and daidee all the way to the morn when i got knocked off. woke up awhile ltr and went home. haha.

sat - went to watch movie with joan jiang adeline. haha. it was a last min decision la. and i just woke up. rushed down to meet em in tp then headed to J8. after the movie, went for ice cream, then back to tp. joan left and i was with 2 weirdos. wento library read mags and to wait for mj. had dinner, slack then home sweet home. :))`

sun - went to mj's hse to watch vcds. and cher is a liar. at 1pm she said she was goin to bathe and go over to mj hse alr. then at 4plus? mj called, she said she was cumg. finallie ! at 7plus, we met her. bleahhs. after dinner went to play arcade where we met cheryl. then went to buy food and drinks again and headed back to mj's hse.

had a bath while cher was doing her mp3. cont watchg the vcds, was fallg aslp so they decided to play mahjong instead. and cher came up with something to make the mahjong more exciting. every four rounds, we will play truth or dare and the loser for the 4 rounds will have be the one. haha. damn funny. me n cher kept starg at each other cus we were damn scared to lose. lols. and it reallie did help to make the game more exciting. at least for me n cher, it did. haha. MOST of us were still feelg energetic at 7, but still, we wento bed. hehe. haha. only slpt 2 hrs there la. lol. accompanied mj back to sch to collect her Os cert. then home sweet home. tried nt to slp. but cudnt tahan la. slpt all the way to dinner. haha. had fun at mj's hse. hehe. :D`

my monday was gone. and i just came back frm lit lesson. cher n jh dint come again. expected la. haha. damn tired. she wanted to extend the lesson 1 hr xtra. hur hur. lucky belle asked her to do it on friday, then she say we r damn lazie. haha. :x

10:58:00 AM

N Thursday, June 02, 2005

dunt phunk with my heart

im dead bored at home ! hiaks. nobodys at home except me and only me. haha. havent touch my holiday hwks. boo. and im supposed to hand in maths tmr. haha.

past few days, went to sch and only came home in the evening. mon was chi Os. then was collection of report book. hur hur. bad results. tues, wed had xtra lessons. tues after lesson met gerry and sam in sch, so waited for em to collect their Os cert and went for lunch with sam before heading to the library. lol ! wed after lesson, went for lunch and then went to give adeline a surprise. haha. then to macs where i met pz. hehe. had so much fun. cus i was being irritating the whole day. then when pz the irritating one came, she join in and we both irriatate the hell out of jiang. haha ! and i was thirsty so she bot me bubble tea. :D wheee, a lil of catching up done. haha. supposed to have maths lessons today but its cancelled. yays. finallie a day break frm sch. hur. thou tmr ive to be in sch again.

my holiday is so screwed all thanks to xtra lessons and more xtra lessons. hwks and more hwks. HUR. cnt even enjoy la. bleahs. ive been complaing abt it since huw long ago and i havent finish complaing. HURR. :(

shall go finish up my maths if not kunna will come running after me again. hur.

12:11:00 PM